Aug 14-Independence Day of Pakistan.-my home country.

Juz had to leave Pakistan 5 days ago..to come back...university orientation...altho its full scholarship..they shudnt start this early...its the 61st yr of independence for my country and i am not there...how sad..and how more sad..that i am missin my close friends marriage..and how even more sad...tht i dont get to celebrate my 18th birthday in my beloved country,( i always celebrate my birthday in my country with old frnds and family..)..6 days to go till my 18th..here my health insurance will vanish and ill have to get another health insurance by my univ..but it doesnt cover everythin..*expensive things..lol*...so yeh ill have to make several rounds of med ppl..oh yeh..i dint open my file for my drivers license..i dont even have a good laptop..i waaaaaaant fast DSL...an amazing second pc..an amazing laptop..an amazing car...but how??.....thisssssss makes me saaaaadder...the fact tht my frnds have left this country to study in the states or other such places..and i have to rot in the same coutry for another 4 years..after 10 yrs of agony..i had the chance to leavee..but no my parents..had to keep me here...yy??..- now thts sad.